Ya Allah.. Hesitation makes me crack

more make me confident about the existence of my self that i never put in the right places

Astagfirullahal'adzim ..

I gave up and fell on the circumstances that I should stand up and challenge life.

ALLAH assured me of the courage, or perhaps on recklessness without calculation.

I certainly still get by with thousands of question marks that welled in my head

Ya ALLAH the Owner Heart ..

please make my tears as solvent load to cover the sensitivity of my heart

Ya ALLAH the enhancer of life ..

please stretch my munajat with the passage of the night Aminn ..

Hei malam..

Cepat sadarkan aku dalam realita hidupku, yang selalu saja membalut ribuan ekspektasi yang bertebaran bagai kupu-kupu..
Lengah pun tidak, tersadar namun tak sadar..
Fatamorgana dalam diriku, masih saja berlomba untk menampakan diri.. Sesaat aku acuh, lalu benar-benar acuh..
Selalu ada rasa, selalu ada warna, Apakah cinta telah membuatku lupa segalanya? atau Siapa? mungkin Bagaimana? Entah.. Yang aku tau, aku ada disini untuk saat ini.
Dan aku tak pernah tau kemana lagi hati ini melangkah.
apakah jalan ditempat atau jalan kedepan menuju tempat yang sebenarnya? huhu
hidup ini terlalu rumit untuk di jabarkan.
yang ada hanyalah teka-teki yang berhasil membuat diriku bimbang dalam anomali hidup.
sederhana namun tidak sesuai harapan.

Maher Zain - The Chosen One | ماهر زين - المختار

MAHER ZAIN - FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

oh my God, how i love maher zain.. this song is really awesome..

again and again.. day by day just wanna make my self happy 

i wore a headband

  yeah, my boy is accompany me while im working :)

 before go to office , i took some pict :p

 whuoooo, i love black..

i made some vignetting.. 

its fun, this photo was taken in toilet. LOL

so colourful

MY DISTANCE'S LOVE 

I dont know I should be happy or sad when I heard that my boyfriend will continue his studies in Australia, specifically in Adelaide.
but one that I think, we are further away. I dont know how long we'll meet. 
while the distance between the jakarta-singapore already feel heavy for me.
yeah, I think I should'nt be selfish, it's for his future, and for the sake of our future together.
I can only pray the best for him. 
may god keep our relationship, and hopefully our love getting stronger even though the distance stretches between us. 
I believe this will be beautiful in its time.
God has wonderful plans for me and for him.
I hope you get what you want without any obstacles at all.
I hope you can be successful in the future. 
Agung, I love you with all my heart, like Romeo loves julliet. 
Agung, you like my world, I could not live without you.
you are my pulse, flows in my blood.
you are my heartbeat, let me breathe your love .
I beg you dont stop the pace because I could'nt live without your love.
Dont ever leave me, stay here with me till I die.

"A start is very freighting, the end is full of sad feelings, but the most important is what happen in the middle". 


"The burden of sadness is much heavier when you are alone". 


 "Sad feeling is a mute reminder of what is really important in our life".


 "Everyone cries from time to time like a new baby born to this cruel world". 


 "There is no love without sadness". 


 "The only thing that I ever wanted - I will never have". 


 "Regret is our punishment for taking the wrong decision". 


 "A sad person is a hollow soul". 


 "At night everything seems to be possible but the morning sun light destroys the fragile hope".


 Someday we all discover that we are mortal, and because of that some lose the reason to live since it will end meaningless - Sinja 


 It feels so wrong, it feels so right, because of you I`m out for blood tonight. -Bec 


 tonight I shall sink my fangs into someones neck....and wach theme turn pail and I just wach them suffering...... 


 The closer you get to someone you love, the harder it is to let them go. Love doesnt force to make you cry... It is you who likes to cry in love... -asif